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| 09:23pm 03/04/2005 |
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mood:  crushed music: The cure- Letters to Elise
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alright so right now im getting so damn sick of school! i have like no reason to go to school.. i dont have alot of close friends so i always feel like a loner.. me and josh are having alot of problems, and now i guess were not gonna be together and i think that hes going to hook up with his ex and that makes me tottaly heart broken
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| i enjoyed the take action tour. |
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| 05:28pm 03/03/2005 |
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mood:  bored music: plain white ts
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this makes me feel better when me and josh broke up
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration goneit's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did
ok so last thursday was the take action tour.. it kick some major ass. plain white t's, sugarcult, and hawthorne heights.. plus other bands they all frickin rooock! and yeah it was super hot and me and josh were soo thirsty i seriously thought i was gonna die. then we left when sugarcult was playing, after we heard lke 4 of thier songs.. my legs hurt and i was thirsty and hot. and so was josh. then we went looking for a water fountain, and when we found one i went to turn it on and only a tiiiny bit of water came out, im not proud of this but i sucked the water out of it. lol. yeah i was damn thirsty. then we went home, but yes it was a lot of fun. and tom from plain white t's is the coolest ever, he was just chllen during the other bands played. yeah. i love josh. |
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| I HAVE FUCKING PINK EYE! |
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| 06:49pm 18/02/2005 |
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mood:  lonely music: the used
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ok so for the last two days i've stayed home due to the fact that i am sick.. yesterday i was like umm ok, i wasnt horribly sick, now today i have a sinus infection and pink eye. it is no good at all. im also really lonley and all i want is that josh wil come and see me when im sick, but for soem odd reason i highly doubt that he will becuase frankly i think he could care less. and umm yes that hurts alot. since one day i stayed home just for him so that he could talk to me on the phone, but he cant call me or do anything and it really hurts my feelings that my best friend cant be their for me when im sick! and since i caugt it from his sister im guessing he will be getting it anytime soon and that means katy will get it and then everyone will get it. and i will laugh. lol im joking. it sucks big ass to get it. you know what i first thought when i got my medicine for my pink eye was to give some to josh when he gets it. god im caring. ohh and u wanna know something that is quite sad? [not that anyone reads this]
for valentines day i wanted to get josh something really special so i conviced my dad to give me his wedding ring from when he was married to my mom and give it to him, but get it all sized and everything, then i broke up with him and he got with someone else. i was still gonna give it to him but then he got with someone else, so yeah, i thought that was quite sad. and he didnt even think to get me anything. except that he came and saw me on valentines day. [hehehehehe] but yeah i guess thats all im gonna say for now! i hope someone reads this otherwise this was a waste of my time. |
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| i will always love josh. |
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| 07:12pm 17/02/2005 |
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mood:  rejected music: the distillers
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so i yeah i havn't wrote in this shit since what like august, and look im still head over heels in love with josh, so on the 24th of feburary would have been mine and josh's 1 year and 3 months. today i stayed home cuz i am quite sick and i have been sick for a while now. and so yeah. so josh is the guy that i love, hes the first and only guy that i love. hes with another person right now and latley it has been so hard and me its like impossible for me to deal with, especailly to just think of him being with someone else. its like hes tryin to commit to someone else when he knows that he loves me. i dont get it. everyone knows that we will be together at one time. i know its not good for us to be together right now but it would be better if he wasnt with anyone either. i dont feel like i need to be with anyone right now to make me happy, but thats his choice, and i love him, anyways thats enough.
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| ehhhhhh boredness |
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| 11:29pm 20/08/2004 |
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mood: blah music: that one song Im happy, im feeling sad
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damn my toe hurts! neways man.... my summmers been sorta lame ive had to babysit alot soo ya that kinda sux... wow ive dont have a whole lot to say... my profile even loooks cooler now ohh geez... I miss my joshua alot e poo ya ya i havnt seen him since ahhh wendnesday and we got in a fight... and we keep getting in fights... well now chris and dom are going back out which makes me happy cuz i like dominic better when hes with chris i feel like a have more power over him.... ya i wish lol... ya but they had sex on the beach thing... lol im just joking... dude im glad paris isnt going out with that stupis nick carter anymore she should have stayed with derrick from sum 41 ahhhhh...yummmm....hottness... well anyways im lame and someone better sign this godamn thing or im gonna be pissed thanx!
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| today....... an odd day?!? |
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| 09:02pm 23/07/2004 |
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mood:  hot music: none
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wowzers today was a pretty lame day i guess.. it was pretty cool i got to go to joshs but it turns out i wasnt suppose to be there... now i feel bad cuz josh is getting punished... anyways dude my lj rocks now due to Christina.. who also rocks.. but ya... i might be going to the beach this weekend with josh and his family that would be super rad... this paris hilton backround rocks shes hot.. lol but actually it looks more like nicky hilton.. god im a loser.. u know who else is rad Ashlee Simpson.. she has a cool style and shes not all preppy like the rest of the singers... im just like talking about nothing but o well..
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| wowzers this is pretty lame... |
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| 07:07pm 09/07/2004 |
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mood:  confused music: i want to listen to blink.. cuz it reminds me of josh
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well i decided not to do that thing where it goes across the page it confuses me... well my summer has been extremly lame ive been doing alot of babysitting... but josh comes over and visits me when i watch jesse... 4th of july was pretty rad.. i was at joshs and i spent the night at his house... this is the first day I've been apart from josh for like a week and a half... so ya.. well geez i dont have much to say... i got my lip peirced last saturday and it was rad.. but it got infected like a bitch.. so yesterday i took it out.. and i cried it hurt... my im pissed i got my professinal done and it got infected and josh did his himself and its fine! DAMNIT the bad luck that i have! do u think that i should get it repeirced.. i dont know im contemplating wheter to... OH ya i am gonna go to douglas next year if u people care... which i kno most of u do cuz u guys love me ya ya ya.. well one thing im upset about is brittany she keeps saying she wants to be my friend but always hangs out with nick (her bf..) so i figure forget about that kid i gots lots of good friends.. im lazy to name.. and im sorry to all the people that i havnt really hung out with this summer i feel bad.. but i hang out with my bf... dude.... im a hipocrit.. im mad at brittany kinda for the same reason... but really not alot of people ask me to hang out that much it seems like.. christina me and u r gonna hang out i promise u that... neways i sound like a lame little girl so im gonna go and eat cuz thats fun... have a good day |
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| bored again |
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| 11:50pm 11/06/2004 |
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mood: hungry music: i dont have any music on this damn computer
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| Meow.... |
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| 11:31pm 11/06/2004 |
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mood:  moody music: none not in the mood
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